Sunday, March 19, 2006

No excuses. This is negect and I know it. Busy schmuzy. School 5 days a week; work 4 days a week... Who cares? I should be writing in this #$@! blog. (jk) I do miss the blog. I get clues every now and then that people are still reading this thing (i.e. they tell me). That's not to say that they comment or anything. Indeed, the blog reading seems to be somewhat of a covert mission, but that's forgiveable. When there's nothing to read, it's hard to comment. I dig.

And so... with no plan in sight, I will write. My fingers are moving; my mind is void of direction. And yet, words are piling out into some semblance of order, so I'll go with it. For now. Let's see what we get.

Sometimes, because the blog is called "Feast of Heaven", I feel this pressure to provide some sort of feast for y'all, but that sort of defeats the purpose, doesn't it? I mean, it's not my job to feed anyone. I am a beggar in His courts. But one thing that has always been consistent in my life is that Jesus feeds me in every season. Whatever the season, He has always been my light and my grace, and He allows me to partake of the feast of His will, and whether or not I have anything profound to discuss has nothing to do with it.

I just want to talk to you right now, that's all. And I hope you are encouraged in your heart, and inspired to be the person you were created to be. How easily the chains can entangle us. Let's break free and be real. Someone email me. It would be good to hear from you. Sometimes I feel like the classic "emotionally unavailable" father who neglects his family, although the differences are that a.) you are not my children; and b.) the neglect only comes from being bogged down by too much academia and 9-5 "ratrace"-esque pressure. I love you all and I need you too.

Keep feasting.

posted by Jules @ Sunday, March 19, 2006

3 Comments:

At 1:09 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Where exactly do I send the email?

And yes, I read the blog without telling you, so now that you know, post on.

 
At 7:35 AM, Blogger Jules said...

Well, thank you for posting, mr/ms anonymous. Um... you understand, of course, that I don't really know who you are. That's where the whole "email me" thing gets a little tricky. However, if you feel like revealing your identity and want to keep in touch, I would be dee-lighted. Otherwise, make yourself at home here and I'll write more soon. :)

 
At 7:10 AM, Blogger Jules said...

Valid point, 'M'. However, Pitre McDitre has posted a comment or two in the not so distant past, and she has always made herself known. Plus, she does have my email address. So back to the sleuthing board it is I suppose. Bring your secret decoder pen.

 

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