Saturday, May 29, 2004

The prayers of a gutsy child availeth much...

Oswald Chambers said:

So many of us limit our praying because we are not reckless in our confidence in God. In the eyes of those who do not know God, it is madness to trust Him, but when we pray in the Holy Spirit we begin to realize the resources of God, that He is our perfect heavenly Father, and we are His children.

No matter for how long a person has known the Lord, it is shocking to note the residual lack of true understanding of His nature as a Father. Like, I may have come a long way since I first began to follow Jesus—He has certainly proven His faithfulness to me again and again over the years—but I am nowhere close to praying with “reckless confidence.” Truthfully, I find myself refusing to bring up certain issues with God, refusing to hope, refusing to be vulnerable. Ridiculous, really, because He knows everything anyway, right? What, is He going to be like SHOCKED if I suddenly tell Him something I’m not sure He’ll like? What kind of loving (and omniscient) Father would that make Him? Since when is being “polite” a requirement with God? He is not that sort of King. I want to learn to pray with all awe and reverence, while keeping it real, showing Him every dark and hidden place in my heart. I want to hope and pray for CRAZY things, like miraculous things, to happen. And why shouldn’t they?

Jesus said that anyone who has faith in Him will do even greater things than He did, right? He said, "I will do whatever you ask in My name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. You may ask Me for anything in My name, and I will do it."
John 14: 12-14

I love the sound of that, but honestly, it almost scares me, and seems too good to be true. Let’s face it, the whole gospel sounds too good to be true. But it is true. Perhaps a little reckless confidence is in order here. Bring it on....

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Well, why the heck not?

As a veteran blogger once told me, "Resistance is futile." So here I am, embarking over new thresholds on this cyber journey called "Feast of Heaven."

What a BLESS-ED season of non-workoholic-ism (word?).

Feel free to post comments-big or small, profound or... um... not profound.

I'm calling it "Feast of Heaven" because I am fixed on the notion that Jesus was hungry and weak in the wilderness and He still chose the will of the Father over His own comfort and sustenance. He is such a beautiful example of RADICAL obedience and grace. Not only is our Father's will sufficient for life and survival; it is a FEAST. He has given us LIFE, and that more abundantly. Word up, I am so going to seek out the banquet that only Heaven can offer. The earthly feast may smell pretty sometimes, but it goes down like gravel and cardboard, you know?

Jesus is the only One who fills everything in every way. Selah.

"Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with Him in glory."

Colossians 3:1-4